Why can’t I have normal interests without being unhealthily consumed by them?

2021.12.06 11:40 biblejuice Why can’t I have normal interests without being unhealthily consumed by them?

Ok so I’ve never been a very happy person and since as long as I can remember I’ve spent most of my free time trying to make my brain get distracted by daydreaming. When I was in HS I noticed that I started developing this harmful habit where I would read a book or watch a movie/tv show and let it consume my every thoughts. This worried me a bit because I wasn’t able to focus on any other more productive interest but I brushed it off because I still did very well in school (I studied very little because I had trouble focusing but I was lucky I was a fast learner) When I started university things worsened progressively because I couldn’t keep my high grades and my self esteem dropped completely, and that meant that even my obsession with fiction and media got worse and worse. It happens like this: I pick up a new interest, which can be a book series, a tv show, an anime, and it literally consumes my life. I start thinking about it and reading FanFiction and using social media for it and my brain completely shuts off any other thing, whether it’s university or work related stuff, and even when I’m with my family I often don’t focus on conversations with them because my mind is busy thinking about my current interest It comes to a point where I have to force myself out of a particular obsession because if something happens, like my favorite character dying, it’s so painful that I randomly cry throughout the day and I can’t sleep etc. And this means that I have to completely block every content from that particular piece of media from that moment because even thinking about it gets too hard. And my life has been going on like this for 8/9 years I’ve been in therapy for anxiety and depression for years but I’ve never gotten better so I’m thinking maybe it’s not related to depression but to something else? Does anyone have any idea?
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2021.12.06 11:40 BigAntowski Server recommend PC

I'm rookie with around 60hs in game, can get my way through. For some time I played on the official chernarus high pop server and had fun with it! Few weeks back found a Namalsk vanilla survival server and it's high pop so a lot of more action there. More loot and not so much food. Hard to get out of Vorkuta and just find food, water and then you have frozen stuff. I love the server and you have motivation to PvP in order to survive. Can you recommend me some similar servers where the scarcity of resources is the main drive for pvp and interaction? On the opposite I played some servers with a lot of ammo/guns and abundance of food / unlimited stamina etc.They are more like escape from tarkov, which i find boring. BTW i'm from Balkans so EU servers have the low ping.
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2021.12.06 11:40 Darthgapher322 My dell g7 laptop is having problems with the left side of my keyboard being inconsistent.

Keys z,a,q, tab, 1 and esc dont work at random inverals. Ive tried to look for driver updates via device manager and it says their up to date as well as cleaning my keyboard. What can I do? Anyone else have this problem?
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2021.12.06 11:40 grant837 Ghost Window......

Ghost Window...... I have tried disabling all tools that start with windows, and have even used the task manager to end tasks... in all cases the result is inconclusive... eg one time the windowed ended, but doing the same ending of tasks later did not help...
At un-determined times, a window is present in Windows where I can only see the shadow of... a picture is included. It has moved around a bit, and now, when it turns up, blocks clicking on items on the task bar when it raises up.

Ghost Window
I have tried disabiling all tools that start with windows, and have even used the task manager to end tasks... in all cases the result is inconclusive... eg one time the windowed ended, but doing the same later did not help...
Is there some way I can identify the windows opened, and what .exe or whatever is controlling the window ... or any other suggestions?
Thanks,
Me.
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2021.12.06 11:40 papiliopuella Do you also fall in love with every guy you see?

I am not able to run a romantic relationship because i am falling love with an at least one guy from ebert context.
For example, i have crush on my dance teacher and on a guy from dance class and on a guy from German class and on a guy who is bff of my roommate. I want to seduce them all. I want their verification and my relationships ends because of this.
I want to be with other guys when i have bf but when we broke up i am begging him to accept me and to be in a relationship again.
Is it a BPD symptom? If it is how do you cope with?
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2021.12.06 11:40 Smoltingking Calendar - is there a way to automatically add reminders prior to the event when creating one?

for example if i add an event i don’t have to go into event settings to choose the option instead it adds reminders by default
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2021.12.06 11:40 Leclipsee i wanted to continue the personality identifier i did before this probably isn't accurate especially if your No.1 favorite is one of the brothers plus i don't think i know the personality of side character lovers to much

Link to the original one if your favorite is one of the brothers https://www.reddit.com/obeyme/comments/ra1hru/what_i_think_your_personality_is_based_on_you?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf
If your No.1 favorite is:
Diavolo: You love new experiences and experiencing them with others, you probably get bored gaming alone, you dream of being something special even if you don't believe you are, you probably think highly of yourself and if you don't you think twice as highly on others and get hurt really easily if they hurt you, You like the guy you can treat like your child even if they're way older than you, you also feel attracted to the guys who aren't well traveled in the slightest but are very knowledgeable about the outside world.
Simeon: You love to figure people out, you probably enjoyed doing puzzles or playing with legos once in your life, you love the hot and mysterious, you probably have someone in your life you have to baby even if they're most likely older than you, growing up you always had to feel like the adult, you like guys that are a giant mystery and once you solve them you like em' even more.
Barbatos: You're an attention seeker, you enjoy playing hard to get with guys you like even though all you want is to be loved, you focus on the bigger picture but still take time to enjoy the little things in life, you like a guy that is hard to get even though you weren't expecting he was, you like guys very devoted to their job and it makes you super happy when they succeed.
Luke: You're probably the oldest sibling, or the youngest that always wanted a little sibling, your friends are probably all younger than you, you love it when people have a positive outlook on life and that makes you happy.
Solomon: you probably like the anime characters with white hair but Mammon annoys you so you went with the other choice, you have a ton of patience unless its something you really want, you think your choices through before making them same with everything that comes out of your mouth, you're an over thinker most likely, you're a glass half full person, You fall for guys who never give up on their dreams and they probably can't cook for the life of you but their quirks are what made you fall for them.
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